Bandaids

I woke up this morning and was unsure about how my day was going to go. I should have stopped and said a prayer before approaching the world....but sometimes it's easy to forget when my first focus is coffee! I went to a meeting and met with some friends, and then went to Pinkberry afterwards to share some leeches and stories with Clare. I love talking to Clare and she is one of my true friends Beautiful inside and out. Mike came over and we had a nice private chat before we both went off to live our day. He is a champion to me in alot of ways...but all champs have their bruises. I know I have mine on the inside and that we are all broken just a little. The blessing of having friends to share your bandaids with them and make life better together. People who understand where you are coming from and who don't judge you for past mistakes are a valuable asset for me.

I have alot of worry even though I shouldn't have it. I feel sometimes that worry takes over my life and it sometimes can spin out of control and I don't know how to stop it. I do the opposite actions to contradict the worry and that helps me alot. Positive actions are always a way towards serenity. So I try to keep active and not let worry take over because worrying about the future can tie you down and I don't want to miss my life.

Tonight CNN showed some more stories on Polygamy and reminded me again of where I've been..and where I am going.